Reasons to make the slanty face
Posted by Allychristine on Oct 02, 2009 · Member since Dec 2007 · 15438 posts
:\ You know, in between the smile and frown. I'm more often :\ ing.
P is gone to class, but will be back in a little over an hour. Also, he's going to a Street Fighter club thing tonight, that I would like to go with him, but I don't know that I'll be feeling up to it. The fact that he's going is a reason to smile, though.
I was leaving my apartment and I saw a pit bull outside. A man came out and asked if she belonged to me, which she didn't. She was scared and confused. She ran off. On my way back, I looked for her. I then got on craigslist and searched to see if she'd be listed in the lost/found section, but she wasn't. Sadly, many other ones were. I decided I'd post about it on here, since I have no one else to share the story with. Of course, I wanted to find a similar picture to the dog. While searching, I couldn't find any that had the right coloring, and I really didn't know how to describe it. All I could manage to think of was of a tiger, so I googled the words "american pit bull tiger".. and up came gay porn. How does that relate to puppies..? Not sure. Just be careful ever using google image search. Anyways, here's the closest I could find to the pit bull.
http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3657/3761878202_b36be09447.jpg
tl908, this coloring is described as 'brindled' and is very common among pit bulls. maybe using brindled striped will help you in your search?
tl908, this coloring is described as 'brindled' and is very common among pit bulls. maybe using brindled striped will help you in your search?
Thanks- I tried searching again, but with no prevail. :-\ She had no collar on, but I could just tell she had a previous owner.. but seeing how scared she looked, it might even be better that she doesn't find her way back home... I wish I saw her again. She's probably hungry..
My brother and his girlfriend are coming up for the weekend, it's his birthday next week, so we're going out to dinner on Saturday night. When my mum called the restaurant she made a point of checking that they would have vegetarian options, because we have two vegetarians in the group. I said 'well, actually, she is not a vegetarian' *she eats fish, like, at almost every meal, chicken when she thinks it sounds like the nicest thing on the menu, and a piece of beef if she feels tired* My mum said, 'almost every vegetarian I know eats fish!', I tried to say, in my most polite voice, 'there's a term for that, it's called a pescatarian', to which I was told 'now that's just getting silly.'
:-/
she's a lovely person, I don't hold it against her in the slightest, I'm pleased she's eating less meat than she could, blah blah blah but she's just not a vegetarian, and it's confusing to call her so.
I feel like I'm going to throw up or pass out.
More on the subject later.
i feel like i want to use the internet in the comfort of my own home again :/
My, oh, my.
I had a therapy appointment today. Eddie's boss's girlfriend (C) works in the office at the front desk. I had a whole conversation played out in my head involving mentioning Eddie screwing me over for my money. I chickened out. Then my appointment came around, and I eventually told my therapist that I didn't really meet Eddie through a friend- that he actually works for the medicaid transport company that I used to use. I also told her about my failed plan to bring it up to C. She then offered to talk to C (with my permission). C then called her boyfriend (remember, this is Eddie's boss). I signed a release form for my therapist to talk to him. As I'm leaving, C tells me that his boss is there and asks if I want to talk to him. "NO!" My anxiety was all worked up at this point. All I wanted was a cigarette, but my ride was there- sitting right next to Eddie's boss's van. I don't think he saw me, luckily. So I'm not sure what all happened or what was said... I did get a text from Eddie about an hour and a half later, though, saying this:
"so u tell me to ditch your number, then today i found out that i may not have a job because you told your counselor i owe u $465? guess i shouldnt have given you cash. that is pretty shitty considering the money i spent on you and never asked for a penny back. And i know between dinners, diet coke, smokes, and gas in my car, it was much more than what you spent on me. i am speechless. hope you get what you want in life, jess. i learned my lesson. now i get to try and provide for (J) with nothing. thanks. good luck to you."
....I don't even know what to think about that. Let's start with the bullshit he made up.. I didn't tell him to ditch my number. He messaged me after a week of not talking to me and said he was going to delete it, and I said have at it. What else would I say? Should I have begged him to keep it? I think not. And what cash was he referring to? I don’t think I’ll ever know the answer to that one. Dinners? Plural? I beg to differ. As I recall, he bought me dinner once, on our first date. Diet coke..? I bought him the soda. When he’d be on his way to pick me up, he’d tell me to bring a few extra for him. Smokes..? He bought me one pack that I didn’t ask for. I, however, gave him plenty. I probably gave him over a carton’s worth. And onto the gas in his car- yes, driving a whole two miles maybe twice a week really guzzles your gas. Maybe if two miles is too much, you should reconsider all those golf trips you take in Nevada and your drives to California. And to the finale, which is him trying to make me feel guilty about his daughter, who happily lives with her mother and step father. I’m sure they can manage with or without him. He should have thought it through before fucking with my head, my heart, and bank account. He should know better than to persue a relationship with one of his clients. I had to handle his mental abuse for three months too long.. Finding out that it was all a scam for money that I can’t afford to lose was just too much. Tell me if I’m being out of line.. But he got what he deserved.
Regardless, I still feel guilty.. as I usually do with anything involving him. Looks like he trained my brain, too. Just what I need is an even lower self esteem and even less self respect. Thanks Eddie.
keep ur head up girlie... fuck him... don't feel bad... how unprofessional and what a douche! hope u feel better :)
Thanks aml.
I still just feel stupid for not seeing it coming.. I actually believed all the things he said. I want to smack myself now.
I got a call from my therapist today. She talked to Eddie's boss. Apparently, it's now up to me whether or not he fires him. I told her to tell him that it's his decision to keep him or not, that I just want my money back.
This shit is exhausting.
http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b375/taintedlove908/Dscn9886.jpg
STUPID ITUNES.
I installed the new version (which i never do) and apparently you need a certain version of quicktime. And my computer is too old to get that version. And now itunes wont open. In order to like, reinstall the old version. I have to just delete itunes. and my BILLION playlists. Ugh
I just had to fart to make the bathroom smell better.
That's a first.
: /
well that was a good response and ur being the bigger person... im sorry shit's tough right now but it will blow over soon enough... keep ur head up
Me and hubby are letting someone room with us for about $120 a month. that is all he has to pay, he doesn't pay any utilities or anything, because he was in a rough spot and needed help.
I outlined a page worth or "rules" prior to him agreeing to stay because our last roommate SUCKED.
This guy chronically hits snooze on his alarm clock, which i wouldn't mind except he has it turned up so loud that you can hear it EVERYWHERE in our 2 story apartment like it was right next to your face.
His alarm goes off at 6:15 everyday. He then snoozes it until 7:30-7:45. That means I listen to the alarm go off every 9 minutes for over an hour. If i calculated correctly, That means I hear that alarm go off a MINIMUM of 8 times each morning. THAT is annoying, and disrespectful. My husband had a chat with him about it about a month ago. He said sorry, no problem, thanks for telling him.
We had a chat about it monday of this week because it never got better. He got kinda pissy, didn't say much.
Today i snapped. Which is kinda scary because most people think I am like the icon of cuteness and butterflies or something.
He got in late because he was still out at 1:30am when we went to sleep. His alarm goes off at 6:15....for about 10 minutes before my husband walks into his room, and asks him to please turn off the alarm. 9 minutes later, it goes off again....for another 10 minutes. I walked into the room, unplugged the clock, and took it. He woke up and just stared at me. I informed him that we would wake him up at 7:30, and I left. He never went back to sleep, he just proceeded to wake up and start slamming any door he could.
Jerk.
Ahhh. I HATE alarm clocks. Snooze buttons should have never been made. My ex used to do that! It was even worse, because it was on his cell phone, so he had some horrid alarm with someone screaming. I almost threw his fucking phone against the wall many, many times. I don't see the point in setting the alarm for a certain time if you aren't going to get up then anyways. This response has ended up needing to be on the things that really grind my gears thread. Oh, I also love it when my roommates leave without turning their alarm clock off. Eventually, I end up having to go in there and turn it off myself.
FB, my brother does that with his alarm. He sets it around 7am, he wakes up at like, 840. And on weekends it goes off longer.
So frustrating. At last he got rid of his rooster alarm thing, that just pissed me off...
This is an email that Andy just sent me :/
"Do you still have our marriage Cert?
I need a copy of it to give to the insurance people. They don't believe we are married.
Probably because I am so much better looking than you."
This is an email that Andy just sent me :/
"Do you still have our marriage Cert?
I need a copy of it to give to the insurance people. They don't believe we are married.
Probably because I am so much better looking than you."
I just looked at your photos. You are gorgeous! He must be kidding. I mean.. come on. He has sasquatch on his arm. ;)
Someone who I had sex with a few days ago is now sick with the flu, not sure what strain it is....all yesterday I had body aches and a migraine with nausea. That isn't uncommon for this part in my cycle. Today, I have nausea and a sore throat....
I have a meeting for negotiating the food gig for the wine bar tomorrow and I have the job interview on Monday.
=o/
I just looked at your photos. You are gorgeous! He must be kidding. I mean.. come on. He has sasquatch on his arm. ;)
Why thank you, but yes, he was just kidding - he's an assface like that....
On another slanty faced note :/
My eye is leaking - but the thing is, it isn't really my eye, its this tiny little hole below my eye....almost like I've punctured the tear duct and my tears are coming out of a random hole in my face....its very disturbing.
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